Dear Bella,

When I was young I hadn't a fear in the world. I could walk outside and see the beauty of our world, smell the rain washed air as the storms blew past. Life was great. Nothing could stop me as I climbed over fences and up trees. I learned if I fell, I knew if I had done wrong. Life was how it should be. A child growing up without a care in the world and with people who care.
You've had a rough start to life. You feel alone in the world and as if no one is here for you. Life isn't carefree is it? You say that you wish that someone would care. Close your eyes and listen please dear princess and look at this world. Nana and Papa and your daddy and I all care for you, but we aren't the only ones. God has been watching you and keeping you safe. Holding you close and wishing this pain would go away. He knows that you are hurting and wants you to understand that things will get easier each and every day. Times may be hard and life may plain suck. But remember he's watching and please hold him close. You are his child and I know he will never let you go.

"For God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten son. That for whosoever believes in him will have ever lasting life." John 3:16

This verse hits close to home for me because it was the first verse you spoke that I have taught u. But it is true. God blessed our lives with the thought that if we were to only grab his hand in the moments we think he is not there and trust in him with all our hearts...we will end up at his feet in heaven one day and have the carefree life you haven't experienced yet.
Look into the future dear angel and see that the past is the past, the present is the present, and our fifties lies with God in heaven. If you lol at life as the glass is half empty and it won't get any better, the your life isn't dedicated to the true meaning of life. Open your mind and see that God is here and always has been. See that he will never leave. Know that he cares and trust he will love you and fill the void in your life.
Life isn't always what it seems. Truth isn't always certain. But faith is always what your heart decides.
Hard life in the human world may not look so bad...if you learn to trust in the Carefree life you have in store.

Which do you choose? 

To life and let live?

or 

To live in fear and regret?

I hope you choose life dear angel.